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| Shadow Totems Duking It Out |
I was just thinking back to past events - one time I was in Canton in Wales and was with a friend and we felt drawn to go to Chapter Arts. There when we were having coffee and chatting we were very aware of feeling my Twins energy around and as I looked up I saw behind her on the walls posters of films with very relevant messages and quotes on them. I wish I could recall them! My friend who thought me a little weird when she first met me soon got used to the Twin stuff as she also would pick his energy up and also channelled him accidentally when she had never channelled anyone before. We also had a shared vision of a past life where she was married to him and they both adopted me off the streets in what looked to be victorian times as a very young girl. She would also pick my Twin up in healing sessions she gave me and we would see him helping astrally - I would pick him up like an Angel with big black wings. My friends Shadow Totem also made an appearance like a big Tarantula which although she HATES spiders, presented itself like a big friendly dog to her.
I recall walking back to the car from Chapter Arts and suddenly feeling off as some epic psychic struggle between me and my twin ensued for no apparent reason - it wasn't pleasant but this was when our Shadow Totems were still present and both his wolf and my dragon were going at it. I felt awful, but whatever was going on I just went with it - like I was in two planes of existence at the same time. It was pretty savage and it felt like we both had to get something out of our system, but the only way to do it safely was to use our totems against each other to release the pent up energy - I guess otherwise it would have manifest into physical events outside of us which could have got nasty using whatever was around us at the time to reflect back the emotions that needed dealing with. Generally, I noticed despite how savage they were it never got so bad that the injuries would show up in a physical form although I would feel exhausted and weak from it in this realm for a bit. I am happy to say that only happened I think the once and I had no idea WHY we got into it on that realm - it shocked me but I didn't let him or the situation freak me out - in fact, I usually find this stuff to feel quite normal and am comfortable with it. It is when I fight or block it because of what is happening in this realm things get messy!
As I have stated before the Totems died a death a while back to be replaced by Elysium Wolves which do not fight, they are placid and protective - the energy and demeanour means although they will snarl and stand up to guard and protect because the energy is angelic, it tends not to require any violent displays and most being stay clear of them unless they are really not with it. But that type of energy tends to just be eliminated by the light energy as it cannot sustain in that type of presence and intensity.
Other times with his totem he would be walking beside me like a big dog protecting me, sometimes I could feel him sat on me (bearing in mind this was like a huge werewolf type creature!) with his head and paws over my lap looking at me like a big puppy dog. :)
And so, concludes my reminiscing of a past event that came to mind this evening.
Namaste!
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