There’s been times I “tested” the connection to see what would happen, if I enthusiastically asked for what seemed like unlikely stuff to do with him - two examples are things I did not state to anyone else, on social media, and was by myself alone when I asked. The first was asking the universe to have John propose to me … and I did get that wish 6 months later. Just not in the way I meant 😂 - this is what they mean when they say be careful what you wish for. The photo is evidence he DID “propose” to me and I was like … 😒 I see what you did there Universe. One could say that it has a sense of humour. Given the circumstances it gave me what I asked for in the context it could give it. Honestly I had forgotten about it until after the photo shoot and then I was like… holy shit balls! The photo wasn’t my idea, I met a guy online I met up with at the convention and hung out with for a bit, I told him I wasn’t sure what pose to do, and he was the one who suggested the proposal shot. He then pulled out a box of Green Latern ring replicas and offered to lend me one for the photo! (The Pink Latern ring is Love). I mean I have been going on about wanting a Doctor Who themed proposal and wedding so this was a good start 😂
The second one was a bit naughty on my part but I didn’t truly expect anything to happen … I vehemently loudly requested for him to show his cock on video (yeh don’t come at me I did it because I thought it was highly unlikely to happen) - and, he did.
Within a couple of days a video popped up on Instagram (if I find it again I will link it here!) he was in his garden talking on video, and suddenly blurts out - “Shall I show you my cock?” (or something like that) and I am not kidding my head almost imploded and my stomach and heart did a weird flip… he gets up and walks over to another part of his garden, and proceeds to show his cock… a metal statue of a cockerel 🐓.
I was like.. fucking hell and also fuck you Universe 😂 for doing it again.
I haven’t really asked for anything else like that because I got sucked into my head with depression, illness etc but I may test it out again now although I won’t say what here ofc until/unless it happens!
I do so in a way that doesn’t interfere with free will it’s basically me putting a request out and if John picks it up telepathically it’s him responding to that energy how he chooses to - I can’t control him and I wouldn’t want to either.
I can’t deny the connection anymore like I have in the past, I go through cycles with it, but putting it in writing helps bring me clarity, relief and makes me feel a little less cray-cray. I don’t want to keep trying to ignore, deny, repress my feelings, intuition, and experiences anymore because I am literally denying myself. I cannot factually state John is my Twin Flame, but I certainly am open to the possibility of it because of my feelings, and what I have experienced (and what others have experienced too through me and his energy but that’s a whole other post!)
Ciao 4 Now
Bex
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