Tuesday, 27 July 2010
Angels & Demons
When I opened up to Spirit I had intially been drawn to the angel stuff - I started by reading The 7 Spiritual Laws by Diana Cooper, then her other books on angels. When I first opened up, and had my first "vision" of Spirit stuff I was at my mums in bed for a lie down in the afternoon. I think it was in early part of 2007 or 8, I forget!
Initially I saw vividly a man in a white suit, proclaiming to be Ezekial, my guardian angel - however, something felt "off", so I did what I had read in a book and asked 3 times in the name of the christ light if he was who he said, to which he replied "I am" the first 2 times and on the 3rd he said "I am. . . NOT" and then turned into this demon thing all teeth and scary - and the background went from white to black - I shit myself coz he then forced my legs apart - I was pinned to the bed, I had never experienced anything like it, and I was overcome with all this Sexual energy creeping over me like I had taken some sort of drug to make me really horny!!!
However I did manage to regain my senses to call in Archangel Michael to help me - immediately a blue light surrounded me protecting me from this demons advances and I asked him to banish him, which with a circle of other angels Michael did. Straight away I could then move, to jump up and run downstairs and tell my Mum what had just happened - minus the part about the trying to have sex with me.
This form of attack happened on several occasions, sometimes when in bed with the ex at night, sometimes on my own - I remember distinctly it happening the day before I went to see my TF in concert for the first time too. I mostly managed to fight them off with the techniques learnt but on the last occasion I believe I was overwhelmed and succumbed to it (OK it felt really good and nothing like the Incubus attacks in the energy but later realised this was the start of the "astral sex" with my Twin.). Oops.
Then I learnt about using Archangel Michaels Sword, so the next time they attempted to attack me (and that time was more than one) I visualised and asked Michael to use his sword to which he agreed - and I sliced and diced those incubus to the point I had them running. It has been awhile since they have even attempted to attack me, though from time to time they will appear, but I remind them of what I did to their friends and they soon scarper.
The sword basically cuts away the darkness and brings out the light so they can be taken away to be "recycled" energetically speaking, but it is a messy process for them, as light can be blinding to one who is made of darkness.
So, by no means I am about all the fluffy stuff, but I do know not to focus on this too much hence me having forgotten about it for a while, but in case anyone out there has experienced the same (and I have seen a few cases) to know that you are not alone and it is possible to stop it as it can drain you and make you ill.
And of course, the angels "rescued" me and then empowered me to take charge and protect myself. :o) x
Namaste
xx
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