Love In Gold

 

Here is an attempt at a song a friend wrote I did many years ago- a fellow Twin Flamer called Kristine, who wrote the original and sang a much better rendition of it, but this is my version amended with extra verse. It was a channelled message from my Twin she felt for me - I used to get a lot of that from random people channelling him and messages to do with and from him telling me stuff about him and how he felt!

Kristine gave me permission to use the song as I see fit. I added a second verse to it. I would love to hear my Twin Flame sing it!

This was back in circa 2011 I think…it’s all a bit of a blur time wise now!

Twin Flame Poems by Jenova

I highly recommend http://jenova-acollectionofobservations.blogspot.com/ for some beautiful insights and thoughtful Twin Flame poetry! I have had the pleasure of working with her and watching their journey unfold over the years and are now coming into Union and in a relationship with their Twin Flame!

Another Past Life . . . (Warning Sexually Explicit Content!)

I was talking to a friend about this one today, one I recalled last year. This is what I saw in my visions / soul memories:

My twin was a shepards daughter, the guy was a drunken abusive man and would prostitute his daughter to men for money - to drink it away. No man however was allowed to take her virginity, it was all done anally.

I was a man aboard a *pirates* ( for want of a better description) ship having bartered passage for the work I did and keeping the "Captains" so called wife and child entertained - no love there. The Captain was my Twins current karmic partner and the Captains wife was my ex karmic partner. The child was my Dad in this life.

I was introduced to the father and daughter and the Captain told me to go have some fun when we docked and whilst I introduced myself and had tea with her, I turned down her advances and instead befriended her. I still gave the money given to me to make it look like I was doing as expected but I never once followed through, instead giving her frequent reprieve from the abuse and her father still being paid for it. Over the course of the weeks we were docked we fell in love and for the first time we slept together, she gave herself to me willingly and lost her virginity to me (as we term it these days.) 

We agreed to run away with the next payment I was to make for her but because of my frequent visits, the Captains wife had started following me and had seen my lack of dalliances until the time we met when I hadn't paid and had slept with her.

Word got back to the Captain who on my return to the ship, I was found being treasonous to he crew and was tied up, and tortured by the child, a ten year old boy, lied to by the Captain telling him I did horrible things to his mother - where in fact she had been beaten by him.

The boy took a red hot poker and shoved it through my left front shoulder right through to the back.

Then - I am not sure if it was the Captain or someone one his orders went back to where my Love was waiting for my return only to cut her throat. I was then let free to live with my wound and the death of my beloved. I don't recall anything beyond that.

TTFD

xXx

The Intersteller Wars: Venus

The following account is by my friend who I recall having diplomatic dealings with as well as being a friend I would consort with, I recall a "dinner" gathering as I type. 

Venusians were also reknown peacekeepers and non-violent, they saw no need for war, and even in the last days I will categorically state that weapons would not have saved them from the brutality of the various arachnids - in her case, they were machine-based, on some planets they were genetically engineered hybrid bio-machines as she says, scorched the planet. The word I first got back when I recalled them was "decimated".

Me and my twin on Venus

by J.G

We were the Imperial King and Queen of Venus. We were reptilian humanoids and I can recall us having greyish scaled skin and wearing headdresses.

The war as far as it was before it came to Venus was mechanical Praying Mantis robots that were programmed to kill and they were called Arachnids. To this day I still don’t know where these robots came from. Venus under our reign was a peaceful community and we didn’t have weapons as such, how that would prove to be a bigggg mistake.

If I can recall this correctly, I was with my twin – I could remember the names at one time we had. We had a ship which looked like a star wars ship as shown below:

It resembled this but without the arms coming off the wings and it was all silver and a bit more streamlined. We had an advisor who was from Neptune, (he was a friend of my twins in this life)

Back to the war, we were suddenly attacked by these Arachnids and as we didn’t have a lot of defences, we had to make do with what we had. I can recall that we had to send our advisor back to Neptune to avoid him being caught up in all of this. So many people were being killed, we waited and hope these monsters went away. (Venus has a scolded surface to this day.) But we ended up having to be part of it ourselves. We didn’t have the battle per se, the Arachnids did most of the damage to us.

The Annunaki eventually rescued what was left of the people and I seem to recall now that my king was lost. I feel he was captured and I had no idea where he was. I died alone with the Annunaki who ended up being our closest allies as we were both reptilian. When I see a picture of an Annunaki alien, I am full of gratitude for what they did when Venus was pretty much destroyed.

Apologies if I can’t mention too much detail, I had to watch my own people get killed and ended up having to fight myself. Just didn’t know happened with my twin, other than I expect he was carted off to another world. By the arachnids.

If there is anything else, I will add more.

The Interstellar Wars: The Orin

In the latter part of 2011, I had what felt like a telepathic/astral vision of myself being taken by a celestial guide who called himself "Asriel"

What was curious as we made contact was I was then taken to his homeworld, where I was as one of them, they are a shapeshifting race - they visit other worlds on a purely "creative" basis to be inspired into new forms that they try out, in a mix and match kind of way. It was really cool the diversity they had which was very celebrated. They all had a basic genetic template but then could work with that any way they choose to create themselves. I realised feeling my own form like this was really weird but freeing - to be in another body that didn't have the restrictions of this one was a relief even if only for a short while! And I had these really amazing wings so I could essentially fly around if I chose to.

I noticed in one area was a lot of hard cocoons, and Asriel explained that this was to do with their emotional states being reflected through their physical - if they got caught up in this negative pattern they became atrophied eventually turning into cocoons where they would have to either find their own way out or someone would try to coax them out with positive emotions - it didn't always work and as a non-violent species those that fell prey to the negative eventually turned to stoned within themselves essentially trapped in this state. They haven't figured a way out of this - it is like reverting or regressing down the dimensions into a kind of stasis or living death. I don't profess to fully understand the process although I would like to be able to help them if I can.

He wanted me to know he was one of my "guides" and so at a Soul level I work with him although on a conscious level I have no recollection as of yet as what it is exactly I do, I am sure now I have opened my self up to knowing that information will soon come to me too!

Asriel is now telling me they had no part to play in the Wars and for the best part managed to keep out of it and keep the peace - I get the sense they had some sort of telepathic field that kept them from being "perceived" from others and only the highest attuned could sense them at the best of times.

More to come on them again in the future I feel.

Namaste

Becki

The Interstellar Wars: The Xanthians

One of the races completely decimated by the Arachnids was the Xanthian race - extinction is the word I get from them - their Souls remain but the race in the physical no longer exists as it was.

In 2010 I was hit with a soul stirring and the vision came up - like a recording imprinted into my DNA to come up when I was ready to hear / see it. I cannot recall the content right now, but I do recall them showing me what had happened to them and the Xanthians gave me their name - which I later Googled and found an article some one had posted that corresponded to my vision and expanded on them in a lot of ways - at the time I was pretty amazed and slightly freaked out about it.

Mystique

They reminded me of Mystique out of the X-Men . . the female in my vision had blue skin, yellow eyes and red hair - and what looked like antannae from her upper nose /brow coming up over her head. She looked beautiful and was very humble and gentle but afraid - like it had been recorded in the last moments of the planets existence. The males had the same skin and eyes but white hair.

Again more to capture in drawings - and I may ask more about them in the future to see what else comes up.

I believe these are one of the planets my then brother failed to save because of what my ex-partner had done by setting him up to be killed / assassinated on another world.

A lot of these consequences have weighed heavily on our Soul but I do feel the past deeds are now being released to the Akashic records and we can finally be free of the negative energy that kept us bound and un-remembering for so long.

More to come soon on another peoples called the Orin :)

Namaste

Becki

Arcturus and The Interstellar Wars

I have previously spoken of my life with my Twin on Arcturus. (Or the planet in the system of the Arcturus Star)

I remember / feel I was a high priestess and diplomat - and also a genetics scientist - not in the sense we have them here, but I had a working knowledge about life processes as a high priestess that enabled me to manipulate life forces and bring about life creations with what I knew - magick and science combined, true alchemy. My Twin, who was my "brother" (or a gentic counterpart from the same gene-pool) as stated before was a pilot / commander in the fleet who would go from system to system co-ordinating rescue parties and attacks to protect systems and planets from the faction of certain planets like the Syrians ( not all of them ) who would take the planets resources, take people as slaves or decimate them in their entirity. Some of the creatures they used to do where like giant arachnids - not like we know them but these sort of spider / scorpion hybrids . . . hard to describe and another on the list to attempt to draw. . . a friend of mine will be sharing her part in this story from when she recalls as we feel to have been Venusian. We had shares recalls about our lives.

The wars spanned human centuries and for eons this has still been playing out as our planet evolved from the life forms I personally had a hand in creating here on Earth.

Hands up to the mistakes I made in messing with the process of life and we still see even our past mistakes being passed down soul to soul genetically in the repeat behaviours of humans . . my bad. These "issues" however have created a vast diversity in the species and so I no longer view as "mistakes" - just an interesting process of life adapting to itself.

You can imagine my own repentance of "playing God(ess)" was to become that which I had created for many life times to help understand human life and empathise so I could help this particular species ascend to the highest potential as we eventually did - our "sins" of the past have become the virtues of the future . . . even celestials make mistakes and I had to face up to the consequences of that on a soul level - i have 2 lives playing out, my human life and my Soul one - but both have bearing on who I am, as I resolve my human issues I come to an understanding of why I did what I did and what I can do to move on from it in forgiveness. Life is what it is now - there were many involved in the process but the burden of guilt lay with me as high priestess and I insisted that humans be allowed to be free to follow their own evolution with the various star systems involved in their creation keeping an eye on events to make sure we didn't screw it up again. It was agreed humans had a right to be free to make their own choices and that souls wishing to repent from our races could also inhabit human form to learn how to be like them and to teach them our ways / awaken their latent "celestial" origins - whish is why the Human race is so diverse. Some celestial beings attempt to manipulate people for their own ends as well as lower dimensional beings but we are casting them out constantly and as the planets vibration increases it gets harder for them to attach to the energy here.

When I eventually died from the seperation from my twin being too much to bear after being cast out from my position in a manipulative move by my ex-partners Soul in this life, my Soul returned back to the "collective" with my Twins for us to agree to return to form as humans and continue our work there. I am still recalling where I am with this . . but all will be revealed in due course!

I connected with a man last night who recalled me as I did him on a Soul level and I had a vision of him and I making some sort of political deal that would better serve our planets and other star systems for time to come - I recall feeling very good about it and it being a very important move for us to make. He told me he was diplomat and soldier from the Pleaides. It was the mention of being a diplomat that triggered my remembering him. Certain key words, when I meet people or ask for more information about events, triggers visions and Soul recalls. . . I have to say I am really nervous and excited at the thought of connecting fully with my Twin . . . for the brief connections with others I have I trigger a lot from and in people as they do in me, a catalyst and I have NO idea what else to expect in interacting in reality with my Twin - I guess it would really blow both of our minds!

I will leave it here for now.

Becki