Friday, June 28, 2013

The Intersteller Wars: Venus

The following account is by my friend who I recall having diplomatic dealings with as well as being a friend I would consort with, I recall a "dinner" gathering as I type. 
Venusians were also reknown peacekeepers and non-violent, they saw no need for war, and even in the last days I will categorically state that weapons would not have saved them from the brutality of the various arachnids - in her case, they were machine-based, on some planets they were genetically engineered hybrid bio-machines as she says, scorched the planet. The word I first got back when I recalled them was "decimated".


Me and my twin on Venus
by J.G

We were the Imperial King and Queen of Venus. We were reptilian humanoids and I can recall us having greyish scaled skin and wearing headdresses.

The war as far as it was before it came to Venus was mechanical Praying Mantis robots that were programmed to kill and they were called Arachnids. To this day I still don’t know where these robots came from. Venus under our reign was a peaceful community and we didn’t have weapons as such, how that would prove to be a bigggg mistake.

If I can recall this correctly, I was with my twin – I could remember the names at one time we had. We had a ship which looked like a star wars ship as shown below:



It resembled this but without the arms coming off the wings and it was all silver and a bit more streamlined. We had an advisor who was from Neptune, (he was a friend of my twins in this life)

Back to the war, we were suddenly attacked by these Arachnids and as we didn’t have a lot of defences, we had to make do with what we had. I can recall that we had to send our advisor back to Neptune to avoid him being caught up in all of this. So many people were being killed, we waited and hope these monsters went away. (Venus has a scolded surface to this day.) But we ended up having to be part of it ourselves. We didn’t have the battle per se, the Arachnids did most of the damage to us.

The Annunaki eventually rescued what was left of the people and I seem to recall now that my king was lost. I feel he was captured and I had no idea where he was. I died alone with the Annunaki who ended up being our closest allies as we were both reptilian. When I see a picture of an Annunaki alien, I am full of gratitude for what they did when Venus was pretty much destroyed.

Apologies if I can’t mention too much detail, I had to watch my own people get killed and ended up having to fight myself. Just didn’t know happened with my twin, other than I expect he was carted off to another world. By the arachnids.


If there is anything else, I will add more.

The Interstellar Wars: The Orin




In the latter part of 2011, I had what felt like a telepathic/astral vision of myself being taken by a celestial guide who called himself "Asriel"



What was curious as we made contact was I was then taken to his homeworld, where I was as one of them, they are a shapeshifting race - they visit other worlds on a purely "creative" basis to be inspired into new forms that they try out, in a mix and match kind of way. It was really cool the diversity they had which was very celebrated. They all had a basic genetic template but then could work with that any way they choose to create themselves. I realised feeling my own form like this was really weird but freeing - to be in another body that didn't have the restrictions of this one was a relief even if only for a short while! And I had these really amazing wings so I could essentially fly around if I chose to.



I noticed in one area was a lot of hard cocoons, and Asriel explained that this was to do with their emotional states being reflected through their physical - if they got caught up in this negative pattern they became atrophied eventually turning into cocoons where they would have to either find their own way out or someone would try to coax them out with positive emotions - it didn't always work and as a non-violent species those that fell prey to the negative eventually turned to stoned within themselves essentially trapped in this state. They haven't figured a way out of this - it is like reverting or regressing down the dimensions into a kind of stasis or living death. I don't profess to fully understand the process although I would like to be able to help them if I can.

He wanted me to know he was one of my "guides" and so at a Soul level I work with him although on a conscious level I have no recollection as of yet as what it is exactly I do, I am sure now I have opened my self up to knowing that information will soon come to me too!

Asriel is now telling me they had no part to play in the Wars and for the best part managed to keep out of it and keep the peace - I get the sense they had some sort of telepathic field that kept them from being "perceived" from others and only the highest attuned could sense them at the best of times.
More to come on them again in the future I feel.


Namaste
Becki

The Interstellar Wars: The Xanthians

One of the races completely decimated by the Arachnids was the Xanthian race - extinction is the word I get from them - their Souls remain but the race in the physical no longer exists as it was.

In 2010 I was hit with a soul stirring and the vision came up - like a recording imprinted into my DNA to come up when I was ready to hear / see it. I cannot recall the content right now, but I do recall them showing me what had happened to them and the Xanthians gave me their name - which I later Googled and found an article some one had posted that corresponded to my vision and expanded on them in a lot of ways - at the time I was pretty amazed and slightly freaked out about it.


Mystique

They reminded me of Mystique out of the X-Men . . the female in my vision had blue skin, yellow eyes and red hair - and what looked like antannae from her upper nose /brow coming up over her head. She looked beautiful and was very humble and gentle but afraid - like it had been recorded in the last moments of the planets existence. The males had the same skin and eyes but white hair.

Again more to capture in drawings - and I may ask more about them in the future to see what else comes up.

I believe these are one of the planets my then brother failed to save because of what my ex-partner had done by setting him up to be killed / assassinated on another world.

A lot of these consequences have weighed heavily on our Soul but I do feel the past deeds are now being released to the Akashic records and we can finally be free of the negative energy that kept us bound and un-remembering for so long.

More to come soon on another peoples called the Orin :)

Namaste

Becki




Arcturus and The Interstellar Wars





I have previously spoken of my life with my Twin on Arcturus. (Or the planet in the system of the Arcturus Star)

I remember / feel I was a high priestess and diplomat - and also a genetics scientist - not in the sense we have them here, but I had a working knowledge about life processes as a high priestess that enabled me to manipulate life forces and bring about life creations with what I knew - magick and science combined, true alchemy. My Twin, who was my "brother" (or a gentic counterpart from the same gene-pool) as stated before was a pilot / commander in the fleet who would go from system to system co-ordinating rescue parties and attacks to protect systems and planets from the faction of certain planets like the Syrians ( not all of them ) who would take the planets resources, take people as slaves or decimate them in their entirity. Some of the creatures they used to do where like giant arachnids - not like we know them but these sort of spider / scorpion hybrids . . . hard to describe and another on the list to attempt to draw. . . a friend of mine will be sharing her part in this story from when she recalls as we feel to have been Venusian. We had shares recalls about our lives.

The wars spanned human centuries and for eons this has still been playing out as our planet evolved from the life forms I personally had a hand in creating here on Earth.

Hands up to the mistakes I made in messing with the process of life and we still see even our past mistakes being passed down soul to soul genetically in the repeat behaviours of humans . . my bad. These "issues" however have created a vast diversity in the species and so I no longer view as "mistakes" - just an interesting process of life adapting to itself.

You can imagine my own repentance of "playing God(ess)" was to become that which I had created for many life times to help understand human life and empathise so I could help this particular species ascend to the highest potential as we eventually did - our "sins" of the past have become the virtues of the future . . . even celestials make mistakes and I had to face up to the consequences of that on a soul level - i have 2 lives playing out, my human life and my Soul one - but both have bearing on who I am, as I resolve my human issues I come to an understanding of why I did what I did and what I can do to move on from it in forgiveness. Life is what it is now - there were many involved in the process but the burden of guilt lay with me as high priestess and I insisted that humans be allowed to be free to follow their own evolution with the various star systems involved in their creation keeping an eye on events to make sure we didn't screw it up again. It was agreed humans had a right to be free to make their own choices and that souls wishing to repent from our races could also inhabit human form to learn how to be like them and to teach them our ways / awaken their latent "celestial" origins - whish is why the Human race is so diverse. Some celestial beings attempt to manipulate people for their own ends as well as lower dimensional beings but we are casting them out constantly and as the planets vibration increases it gets harder for them to attach to the energy here.

When I eventually died from the seperation from my twin being too much to bear after being cast out from my position in a manipulative move by my ex-partners Soul in this life, my Soul returned back to the "collective" with my Twins for us to agree to return to form as humans and continue our work there. I am still recalling where I am with this . . but all will be revealed in due course!

I connected with a man last night who recalled me as I did him on a Soul level and I had a vision of him and I making some sort of political deal that would better serve our planets and other star systems for time to come - I recall feeling very good about it and it being a very important move for us to make. He told me he was diplomat and soldier from the Pleaides. It was the mention of being a diplomat that triggered my remembering him. Certain key words, when I meet people or ask for more information about events, triggers visions and Soul recalls. . . I have to say I am really nervous and excited at the thought of connecting fully with my Twin . . . for the brief connections with others I have I trigger a lot from and in people as they do in me, a catalyst and I have NO idea what else to expect in interacting in reality with my Twin - I guess it would really blow both of our minds!

I will leave it here for now.

Becki

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Shadow Totems and Past Lives : Looking Back



Shadow Totems Duking It Out 


I was just thinking back to past events - one time I was in Canton in Wales and was with a friend and we felt drawn to go to Chapter Arts. There when we were having coffee and chatting we were very aware of feeling my Twins energy around and as I looked up I saw behind her on the walls posters of films with very relevant messages and quotes on them. I wish I could recall them! My friend who thought me a little weird when she first met me soon got used to the Twin stuff as she also would pick his energy up and also channelled him accidentally when she had never channelled anyone before. We also had a shared vision of a past life where she was married to him and they both adopted me off the streets in what looked to be victorian times as a very young girl. She would also pick my Twin up in healing sessions she gave me and we would see him helping astrally - I would pick him up like an Angel with big black wings. My friends Shadow Totem also made an appearance like a big Tarantula which although she HATES spiders, presented itself like a big friendly dog to her.

I recall walking back to the car from Chapter Arts and suddenly feeling off as some epic psychic struggle between me and my twin ensued for no apparent reason  - it wasn't pleasant but this was when our Shadow Totems were still present and both his wolf and my dragon were going at it. I felt awful, but whatever was going on I just went with it  - like I was in two planes of existence at the same time. It was pretty savage and it felt like we both had to get something out of our system, but the only way to do it safely was to use our totems against each other to release the pent up energy - I guess otherwise it would have manifest into physical events outside of us which could have got nasty using whatever was around us at the time to reflect back the emotions that needed dealing with. Generally, I noticed despite how savage they were it never got so bad that the injuries would show up in a physical form although I would feel exhausted and weak from it in this realm for a bit. I am happy to say that only happened I think the once and I had no idea WHY we got into it on that realm - it shocked me but I didn't let him or the situation freak me out - in fact, I usually find this stuff to feel quite normal and am comfortable with it. It is when I fight or block it because of what is happening in this realm things get messy!


As I have stated before the Totems died a death a while back to be replaced by Elysium Wolves which do not fight, they are placid and protective - the energy and demeanour means although they will snarl and stand up to guard and protect because the energy is angelic, it tends not to require any violent displays and most being stay clear of them unless they are really not with it. But that type of energy tends to just be eliminated by the light energy as it cannot sustain in that type of presence and intensity.

Other times with his totem he would be walking beside me like a big dog protecting me, sometimes I could feel him sat on me (bearing in mind this was like a huge werewolf type creature!) with his head and paws over my lap looking at me like a big puppy dog. :)

And so, concludes my reminiscing of a past event that came to mind this evening.

Namaste!

Thursday, June 13, 2013

The Jackdaw




Yesterday my sister asked me for help in rescuing a bird in her sealed up chimney - she had to unscrew the grill to get to it thinking it would just fly out into a cat box she had ready. As it turned out it wasn't that simple as there was a pile of debris in the way. She had been talking to it and whistling and it would respond by cawing - which along with the pics we identified as it being a Jackdaw - it didn't look like one initially because it looked all black - not grey round the head as pictured, but I am not reknown for seeing whats in front of my face! Thankfully the RSPB audio confirmed it as the lovely creature chatted to us. My sister went to pick her daughter up from school leaving me to dig the debris out of the way and at the back the Jackdaw was bobbing around. It had been there about a day, and wasn't too sure of me, until it saw it could come forward out of the hole. I had a torch shining in and as I was on the floor with my face up to the hole, it bobbed down and looked straight at me - with peircing blue eyes. Split second moment I felt kinda awed by the experience. I was about to move the pile of dirt on the floor to one side to move the box in front, but in a split second the bird was out into the house and perched on top of my sisters TV! It looked alot larger out than it did in the chimney. As I approached it to guide it out of the open double doors into the garden, it feel down the back of the TVso I had to fish it out as it tried to squeeze into the corner to escape me. My mum had meanwhile bent over to pick the cat box up - as she did so, the bird flew over to her - landed on her back before launching itself out into the garden and off! Just like that it was gone and free. I felt relieved, and shaken - as I was hoping tp dear God it would be OK and go free. I had asked the angels to help us free it safely before hand. My sister was relieved I had freed it and had missed the episode as she and her daughter would probably have freaked out about it. My mum seemed OK with the whole thing and being used as a launching pad for the bird. 

Apparently Jackdaws mate for life and the whole thing while symbolic for each of us, for me when I asked about it, it came up in my cards this morning it has a Twin Flame relevance - that it was about me helping to shine a light on Twin Flames in the darkness, to encourage them out to their freedom, by heping removing the "debris" in their lives and letting them out into the world to find their own way. Nice one Universe. For my Mum it was a sign from my stepdad - her husband who died last year from cancer. She works with Azrael, the angel of death, doing transistional healing amongst other things and tends to find black feathers and related signs unlike most of us who get white feathers for angels. She had asked for a sign from him, although for some reason my sister seems to be the one who gets targeted first with them! :)

Monday, June 10, 2013

Its Been A While - Shadow Totems and Elysium


I will be continuing on with my Soul work musings, journeys, visions, artwork, channellings, and the like here from a personal level. I am feeling more excited now about getting back into it but more carefully and with no expectations as to how things will happen or unfold.

A while back the Shadow Totems "died" and disintegrated to be replaced with Elysium White Wolf Totems - Angelic Realm Beings. These beings are blue-eyed and give off a rainbow aura from their white gleaming beings, they glow from within and their coats are sparkling like glistening snow. :) Beautiful!


Elysium is not a place humans are allowed to go to my knowledge so I am still learning as to why I have been allowed in there in the Animal Angelic realms.
One vision took me into the woodland where I saw Unicorn, Dragon, Phoenix, as well as other animals, like bear, rabbit, birds. Everything had that same sparkling glow, everything looked white as the light shone from within with rainbow light colouring eyes and auras. Very hard to describe!

I have had so many more past life recalls which I will get to overtime as I play "catch up". Shared visions with others have made things interesting, where we have remembered each other from past lives and who we were! Meeting old friends from other lifetimes is an awesome thing.

I haven't had much going on to do with my Twin himself, except in 2011 when I was talking to a friend on the phone I could feel him astrally sat on my bed bouncing up and down like a small child shaking my arm telling me to go online - I told him to bog off and wait as I was on the phone and busy and told my friend as it was happening about it. 10 mins later I got off the phone and went online and I saw his Manager had posted he had put he was coming to my home town to perform - 2 weeks after I had said to my friend (and him) about it would be nice if he came here at a specific venue. And he did - as the opening night. :D He also mentioned a comment I had made to him about doing a *Mexican Boob Wave* at the start. ;)

Prior to that, I had also mentioned how much I love goatees and wondered how my twin would look with one. Somehow I missed that within days he had grown one (or tried to) and it wasn't until 2 weeks later I found out he had tried to grow one. I kinda liked it - or what there was of it, but he shaved it off - I think as others didn't like it on him. (Did he?) Shame I missed it at the time!



In the meantime, I hope my journey brings some love, laughter, lessons, and interest to others.
Namaste
x

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