Another Past Life . . . (Warning Sexually Explicit Content!)

I was talking to a friend about this one today, one I recalled last year. This is what I saw in my visions / soul memories:

My twin was a shepards daughter, the guy was a drunken abusive man and would prostitute his daughter to men for money - to drink it away. No man however was allowed to take her virginity, it was all done anally.

I was a man aboard a *pirates* ( for want of a better description) ship having bartered passage for the work I did and keeping the "Captains" so called wife and child entertained - no love there. The Captain was my Twins current karmic partner and the Captains wife was my ex karmic partner. The child was my Dad in this life.

I was introduced to the father and daughter and the Captain told me to go have some fun when we docked and whilst I introduced myself and had tea with her, I turned down her advances and instead befriended her. I still gave the money given to me to make it look like I was doing as expected but I never once followed through, instead giving her frequent reprieve from the abuse and her father still being paid for it. Over the course of the weeks we were docked we fell in love and for the first time we slept together, she gave herself to me willingly and lost her virginity to me (as we term it these days.) 

We agreed to run away with the next payment I was to make for her but because of my frequent visits, the Captains wife had started following me and had seen my lack of dalliances until the time we met when I hadn't paid and had slept with her.

Word got back to the Captain who on my return to the ship, I was found being treasonous to he crew and was tied up, and tortured by the child, a ten year old boy, lied to by the Captain telling him I did horrible things to his mother - where in fact she had been beaten by him.

The boy took a red hot poker and shoved it through my left front shoulder right through to the back.

Then - I am not sure if it was the Captain or someone one his orders went back to where my Love was waiting for my return only to cut her throat. I was then let free to live with my wound and the death of my beloved. I don't recall anything beyond that.

TTFD

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